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This weekend we have had our brakes suddenly start grinding, had a power supply in Tomas's computer explode, lost a power strip and a network cable get lost, had a metal ceiling grate in an elevator fall on me and give me some cuts scrapes and bruises, not slept, had Tomas cut his fingers all up making electrical boxes for the con, not been able to go to any panels at the con because of a grumpy 8 month old, been given a nasty scratch on the face by my two year old, found out the lawnmower doesn't work, and just now learned that my bass speaker seems to have been blown. Joy to the world. Maybe I will wake up tomorrow and someone will tell me that it was all a big April Fool's Day joke and I really had a marvelous time I just can't remember it because of some sort of temporary amnesia.
I've also come to the realization that I do not like being around people that I don't know. Yes, I knew this before but I always looked at it as some sort of shyness to be overcome. Well, why? I don't need people in my life that don't really care about me. I've never been the type to have casual relationships with people. If someone doesn't want to get to know me as a person I don't feel like I should have to want to hang around them. I have no problem with people who enjoy being around people it's just not me. I am tired of trying to force myself to like it.
*sigh* I'm tired and I still have to clean the kitchen and we need to go spend money we don't have on food. I just don't think I can handle all the fun this day has had to offer. I hope it goes on and on.