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Jul. 23rd, 2001 03:21 amfeeling weepy tonight. don't know why. I think our life needs a big change and we don't know how to make it.
Why couldn't Tomas have decided what he wanted to do before we had kids. Then he could quit his job at the damn factory, work part time somewhere while I got a job so that he could go to Ga. Tech which is where he really wants to be. Then he could get this damn degree knocked out in no time. Instead he has to work 12 hour days and then try to squeeze in a morning class or two a semester. Why does life work out in such difficult ways?
My vacation plans are not going well. We don't have a whole lot of money and we can't drive too far because of the babies unless we break it up into more than one day. I don't know where to go or what to do. I haven't had a vacation since I was pregnant with Rhiannon and that was a weekend trip to Chattanooga so that hardly counts. I have to get away this summer. I just have to. Greg wouldn't be happy going to the ocean. I don't know where to go north. You would think planning a vacation would be a fun thing but I am just worried about money and making every one happy... which I know is basically impossible.
The weekend was non-eventful. My mom is worried about not getting another job. Tomas's mom was full of tales of Italy which just made me jealous. She went on one of those obnoxious tours that rush you through 15 cities in 3 days. And according to her American lasagna is superior to the Italian version.
Why couldn't Tomas have decided what he wanted to do before we had kids. Then he could quit his job at the damn factory, work part time somewhere while I got a job so that he could go to Ga. Tech which is where he really wants to be. Then he could get this damn degree knocked out in no time. Instead he has to work 12 hour days and then try to squeeze in a morning class or two a semester. Why does life work out in such difficult ways?
My vacation plans are not going well. We don't have a whole lot of money and we can't drive too far because of the babies unless we break it up into more than one day. I don't know where to go or what to do. I haven't had a vacation since I was pregnant with Rhiannon and that was a weekend trip to Chattanooga so that hardly counts. I have to get away this summer. I just have to. Greg wouldn't be happy going to the ocean. I don't know where to go north. You would think planning a vacation would be a fun thing but I am just worried about money and making every one happy... which I know is basically impossible.
The weekend was non-eventful. My mom is worried about not getting another job. Tomas's mom was full of tales of Italy which just made me jealous. She went on one of those obnoxious tours that rush you through 15 cities in 3 days. And according to her American lasagna is superior to the Italian version.
