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Nov. 12th, 2011 07:47 amWhat a week. Since sometime last week I'd been in a depressive funk where I woke up feeling ok and then as the day went on felt like someone was trying to pull me through the center of the world to the point where I'd sit/lay for hours doing nothing but staring blankly off into space. Normally when this happens it just goes away after a day or three. By Wed I was starting to worry it never was going away. Thursday I woke up and went about with my normal morning routine and waited for the fog to descend and it never did. Instead I felt lighter and lighter. It's frustrating to feel so out of control of something so mood altering.
Went to Smyrna yesterday with my mom to buy some yarn for Christmas gifts. Going to make my first lace weight wraps. The stuff is like the hair of angels must be. I'm scared to work with it.
Rhiannon has her first debate with the debate team today. I remain astounded that she actually wants to do this but pleased. Thomas is off with her at that all day. Should be something they can enjoy together.
I cancelled my membership to the ceramics studio. They've raised the price and I'm not able to get there very often, it felt like I wasn't making any real progress. I think I really need a structured class. When I'm able to get a wheel here I'll join up again. That way I can do the majority of my throwing at home and use Mudfire for firing and glazing and extra help when I need it. In the meantime I'm going to try and take a class at a local arts center in January.
Went to Smyrna yesterday with my mom to buy some yarn for Christmas gifts. Going to make my first lace weight wraps. The stuff is like the hair of angels must be. I'm scared to work with it.
Rhiannon has her first debate with the debate team today. I remain astounded that she actually wants to do this but pleased. Thomas is off with her at that all day. Should be something they can enjoy together.
I cancelled my membership to the ceramics studio. They've raised the price and I'm not able to get there very often, it felt like I wasn't making any real progress. I think I really need a structured class. When I'm able to get a wheel here I'll join up again. That way I can do the majority of my throwing at home and use Mudfire for firing and glazing and extra help when I need it. In the meantime I'm going to try and take a class at a local arts center in January.
