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Mar. 26th, 2005 11:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
danuvEver noticed that self pity just seems to feed on itself until there's nothing and no one else left in the room, house, city or world but you and your overwhelming sense of misery?
And then separating what you are truly not happy about from what is just drama once you've managed to smack the mountain of loathing and bile down is just oh-so-much-fun.
Not only do I seem to have two modes, one where I am never justified in my feelings of negativity and the other where misery only exists, but I seem to have convinced others of this so that basically either nothing gets taken seriously or things just get blown out of proportion and only drama happens (and nothing actually useful comes of it). Go me.
And then separating what you are truly not happy about from what is just drama once you've managed to smack the mountain of loathing and bile down is just oh-so-much-fun.
Not only do I seem to have two modes, one where I am never justified in my feelings of negativity and the other where misery only exists, but I seem to have convinced others of this so that basically either nothing gets taken seriously or things just get blown out of proportion and only drama happens (and nothing actually useful comes of it). Go me.
