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[danuv]

*yawn* I'll be off to bed soon and there isn't much to tell about my day. It's been. I hope this week comes and goes quickly. I've been getting music from Greg most of the day. . . new things to try. We had a conversation today about social circles. I told him I have so much trouble going out because of how judged I feel ... and mainly by other women. I know that people will look at me and make decisions about me without a word ever coming from my mouth. I hate that. Of course it's totally normal and inescapable. Hell, animals do it. My plumage just isn't bright enough. It's a little too fluffy and dull. I'm not even one of those people who can impress others with my great wit and intelligence (celestyna, scott) which is not to say that I feel like I have nothing to offer... but as Greg said... I am an acquired taste. Most never learn enough about me to love all my weird angles. :) I suppose that's true for everyone though and I don't really want to be a social butterfly.... I'll leave that for those better suited for the task.
My bass boomy thingie is tickling my toes. I wish that it were one of those days (and I know it's night now) where the sun was peeking out from behind the clouds but there is still some rain so that you can dance around in warm drops. There is nothing quite like the feeling of playing barefoot in the grass in the rain.