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[danuv]

I wish that there was a way you could select a person to understand you. No complicated conversations needed... no awkward moment.... no misunderstandings... just Kaboom! and then they would know you... know all about you... know how you felt and thought and what you dreamed about... who you were in your fantasies... what you thought about when you were trying to go to sleep at night. And I wish that these people would always by default be worthy of knowing you. They would never walk away because of who you were. They would never be put off by some aspect of you. They would comprehend and love. Not in a sexual way even... just because they got you.
Sometime the insecurity that comes with sharing pieces of myself to what are really strangers gets to me. I wonder... will this be the bit that makes them turn away? Have I gone too far? Have I shared too much? I've always had a hard time knowing who to tell what to. ... knowing what boundaries to draw... knowing when to stop using those stupid little dots because I am too lazy to write real sentences... :P Off to bed now.


goodnight.