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[danuv]

Dealing with the children has finally lessened the choking sobbing feeling I've carried around in my chest all day long. I am relieved that they are young enough not to know what is going on and I don't have to try and explain something this unexplainable. I remember being scared of nuclear war as a child and I hope that my babies don't have to grow up fearing that their lives could end in the blink of an eye because of someone else's dogma. Anyway, I am glad to have had the distraction of diapers and caretaking to take my mind off of things a little. It seems easier to cope with when faced by the vibrant bundles of life that my girls are.