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[danuv]

I feel an urge to post but I don't have much to say. There are things I want to buy off Ebay. I want cute stockings with bows at the top. Why on earth do I have so much trouble finding the kind of schoolgirl skirt I want? All I need is for it to be pleated and flippy and not too long. Is that asking so much?! They make them for skinny girls... why not for me?! Damnit. I got this adorable pair of patent leather mary janes off gothic auctions and they are like half a size too small. Probably if I would just grin and bear it they would stretch out. I need some new shoes. Greg is always harassing me to get boots. Only he wants me to get thigh high slut 'ho boots that cost hundreds of dollars and make you look like a streetwalker. That or he wants me to wear big mean stompy boots. Bleh. I wouldn't mind some little girly boots but I am not big and stompy... well I can be but I don't like to look that way. It's just not really me. I do need something a little more wearable. *sigh* Such weighty matters to ponder. :)

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[gwinna.livejournal.com]

Everyone is missing the point!

Stand up for who you are! Don't bow down to boys who want to dress you up, I dealt with that with a past boy.... it sucks. If you don't want to wear big boots, don't wear big boots! If he doesn't like it, than he doesn't respect you or like you for who you are! The idea is to like a person without trying to change them into something you can like more. Hmph!

Sorry, I go to a women's college. Down with the man!

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[danuv.livejournal.com]

haha. There is a reason I don't already own the boots. ;) Greg and I have that kind of umm.... power balance though. Hard to explain. He tells me what he wants and most of the time I do it. It's an odd relationship. But I am not wearing street walker boots without a damn good reason. hehe

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[gwinna.livejournal.com]

Hmmm..... whatever works for you, just remember that you should come first, including who you really are. (All right, now I'm getting sappy, but I've been there and it seems fine while you're in it, but afterwards there's a great feeling of not having to be someone else to please a person. It made a big difference in my self esteem.)

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[danuv.livejournal.com]

I think there is a difference between *being* someone you are not and doing something to please another person... the line can be fuzzy and crossed quite easily but there is a difference. :) I would hate to lose sight of who I am.