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[danuv]

The girls went out with various friends after school and Jack has mostly been playing independently today. I am sick and running one of those low grade temps that makes you feel too crappy to want to do anything but then well enough that you feel guilty for not getting anything done. So basically i've spent all day reading and thinking and getting myself into a mood. Idleness and my mental health are not friends. There's a very good reason why the frequency and severity of my depressive episodes lessened after i had kids. While I am not depressed right now I just feel like my mind is up to no good. I need Thomas to get his arse from work and let me molest him. I want silly tv (Big Bang Theory should do nicely), chinese food and sex. Maybe not in quite that order. Oh and drugs that will knock me out all night long. I wish i had those. Unisom no longer works. Not in a bad mood, life is good, just unsettled and restless and sick.

And now I am being pelted with Flavor Blasted Goldfish while a three year old bellows, "EAT IT, NONNNY! EAT IT!!!" Life is weird.

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I hope you feel better. <3